Sometimes I look back through my social media posts to see what they tell me about where my heart and mind have been the last few months.
It looks like lately, I’ve mentioned – a lot – the longer days, starting with Dec. 22, the day after winter solstice. I used not to care a lot about winter (or summer) solstice – the shortest and longest days of the year, respectively.
These days, I care a whole lot about them. I guess it’s because they have everything to do with getting to the other side: the other side of winter, short days, cold. Or, the other side of tennis season – a break for my body and muscles, a time to slow down with the seasons.
I won’t lie – I love winter solstice most. Because on the other side of that is spring, summer, my garden, new life, fresh perspective for a new year.
Missing the other side
There was a time, for about five years, when I spent a lot of time on airplanes, trying to get to the other side of the world and back again.
Most of those trips lasted 10-15 days each. A few were longer. One thing I learned then was this mind-blowing fact about myself: I’m a home body. I love to be home.
Good thing my name comes from Latin “nido,” meaning “nest.” Because I took my nest with me wherever I went, settling into my aisle seats with music, pillow, book, travel wallet, journal and favorite writing pens.
I would set up for the long haul – literally – and miss home every minute I was away. Never mind the wonderful relationships on the outbound side. Nothing ever can replace those. I just like to be home, that’s all.
Envision the other side
So I had to devise a strategy for keeping myself “up” for the duration of each trip, whether I was there for training, story-gathering, meetings or whatever. I prayed for health and strength and presence for what I went there to do.
What I came up with was this very simple formula: Imagine myself on the other side of my trip. Imagine what I’d do when I first got home, besides eat a cheeseburger. That didn’t count. Enjoy friendships, spend time with my hubby, get groceries, talk to my mom every day. Simple things.
So on every trip, each day I would tell myself: In 9 days, I’ll be home in my own bed, or In 3 days, I head back on the midnight flight.
Knowing I was working in my strengths – bringing clarity to issues around children in poverty and equipping others for the same – gave me assurance I was in the right place at the right time. That helped a lot.
But when I missed home, I just imagined myself back with my family, and that peace carried me from that moment all the way through the rest of the trip.
That was how I got to the other side: by imagining it.
4 thoughts on “Imagine the other side”
Stellar post Nydia, I lived every line. Beautifully written.
Thank you, Steve!
This was wonderful!! What wonderful stories must lay behind these lines..I am so glad you got back to the home you love so well and i can see some of the struggles you have been exploring..It is Beautifully written…do stay at this ..I do LOVE your writing! Best,e
Thanks you so much, Estelle! Funny, how the ones that hit a nerve are the ones we hesitate to press Publish on. But it’s always worth it in the end. Thanks for the continuing support and encouragement. It means so much.